Inspiration Arie lived by

"It's true you don't hurt anybody else but yourself. It's true you are looking for what is best for everyone else, a peacemaker for others while fighting with yourself. As you are aware, every action in the head promotes feelings. Every feeling is releasing a physical acid or hormones. For example, when you used to jog, hormones released into the body that made you happy and laugh.

In your case, you just shut up all your feelings in order not to hurt others.

Lots of people get heart disease, like the saying, "He took it too much to heart."

In your case, you took everything into your stomach. I will remind you of a few events during your life. In all of them you have concentrated them into the stomach. Every event caused you pain in the stomach. You declared that your intestines are turning over, being so nervous. So in all those cases, you released acids that damaged and injured the stomach inside.

You started at a young age. During the war when an earthquake occurred, you thought that your Mom deserted you. Afterwards, after you lost her, she passed away. During the war, being lonely without parents and love, the period of you staying in the orphanage. Later on, your experience in the army and the wars that you took part in. On the outside you portrayed the hero, but every soldier that got killed or injured, you gathered bitterness and blame. Without even mentioning that you couldn't even cry. Later on you had your own family and you wanted to be a role model. Every person has different ideas and feelings, but for you every different way of behavior towards you turned into an injury that you took to your stomach and you turned everything into a war against you.

The most important thing for you was the unity of the family; this is sacred. That's why you also honored and behaved nice with your wife's parents. The death of Peppi, the mother of your wife Rivka, has left a huge pain and you blamed yourself for the fact you have not been at her death bed because you were out of the country. Outside you did not show anything and everything went into the stomach. Out of love you came with the proposal to bring Rivka's Dad to Canada in order to give him a better life in his lonely and old years. However here again you got hurt by him. Instead of gratitude, you got bad behavior. The pain got even worse when your wife suffered because of that as well.

Do you want some more examples?? I have a lot. For example, when you moved to Canada, the business you had with Shmuel and Ellen. You felt such helplessness being in a situation where you had to depend on someone else.

The most hurting part in your stomach was the lack of love and unity between the kids, especially between Lea and Anat. Outside you said you don't care, you gave up; but that kept hurting your stomach. After selling the restaurant, the disappointment that you were not able to support the family and you had to depend on Rivka's work. You started to understand that there is some cooperation, that you are contributing your part and you started to be more happy.

The worry about money also caused you bad feelings. During a discussion with your son, you told him, "I'd better die and not have to depend on my children ."

I was very emotional when Zvika insisted that his duty is to take care of the parents, that I have no right to take that privilege from him. He stated that he will always be able to support us.

During our trip to Oregon we discussed a lot with Zvika, the fact that we have to take care of the quality of our life and to enjoy every minute since we will not live forever. It is an opportunity to enjoy from a healthy soul and body on this earth. Me and my wife Rivka have accepted the declaration in our imagination that we actually have 18 million dollars in the bank and we don't have to worry about our economical situation.

During our recent trip in March to Arizona, I have declared that I am fully surrendering and will not hurt any part of my body and will continue to implement all that we have decided and to free ourselves from any worry and bad thoughts.

After our return home from that trip, I got the message that the damage had already been done. I understand that it is not easy and a short period to help you, my stomach, to get rid of all that energy and poison that has been accumulated over the years, but I will do my utmost to inject only good energy and not to hurt you anymore.

I am very happy that love has burst among the children. I feel that it was within, but was not discovered. I allow myself to cry being happy about that. That event keeps me from taking so hard the fact that I have that disease.

Suddenly I feel a call from my parents, Mom and Dad, sending me love and reminding me that I have to forgive and forget. They mean my sister Bianca and to tell her about my disease and to get her love. I thank you from the heart and, after leaving my parents, I am thankful for the open discussion with my stomach. The stomach will do the best it can to get the love of all of them and to try to repair itself even before the medical attention will come.

2009-05-02 MEDITATION - INVITE THE RIGHT TREATMENT AND TEAM

Now in your next meditation, please ask the following questions:

• Is the proposed chemotherapy the correct one for my body?
• Is anything missing? Or too much?
• Is the frequency of the treatment appropriate?
• Is there anything else my body would need?
• Is there anything my body recommends to change from the current treatment proposal?

In addition, please consider the following:

• Add to your healing team a professional massage therapist that will treat you weekly
• Add to your healing team an energy worker practicing modality; like Reiki, Polarity
• Use your intuition to find and invite the right team members
• Create a routine for body movement; like walking, stretching
• Keep meditating and writing what you get

2009-05-12 MEDITATION - CYCLE OF LIFE

Childhood - still full of energy learning absorbing everything enjoying to play to touch threes to lie on the soft grass or to walk into the mud everything is so awesome. But the grown ups start to annoy with all the rules this don't do this is not allowed so the rules and the don't take away from the child the pleasure and if the child is upset the child immediately translates it that the parents don't love him. So you learn to lie to cover up otherwise you are not able to enjoy. So slowly we are getting programmed up to age 13 approx. and tha is thow this cycle of life comes to an end the childhood.

Competition and Achievements - they start as of age 18 approx. if it is achievements in studies achievements in sports and you enter more and more into the Materialistic world. Everything depends on the money and you get brain washed that it is important to get ready for your life style. When you start socializing the first question is how much money have you earned and the more the better because if you have money you'll live better and that goes on until you go to the Universiey or you choose a professin.

In courntries where Joining the army is mandatory you grow faster and turn into an adult and start feeling the responsibility for your life and that life is actually quie short and you are able to lose them in no time.

The period of time where you grew up is kind of passing quite fast and here you sart the cycle of life of an Adult who enters into the madness of competition and to succeed in life.
How is success in life measured?? by making money purchasing staff to the house or a car and other products which in a way you actually don't even need them.
So you become totally a slave to your work you also build a family have kids and the responsibiluty grows and you educate your children the same way with the same style as you have been brought up and that is another cycle of life passing through.
NEW CYCLE of life you start at the age of 60-65 that is when you wake up and watch how life is passing by like a sand watch some people wake up with their own conciousness some start to fight sickness and that is when the quetions start to pop up.
WHEN DID I EVER HAVE SOME TIME FOR MYSLEF?
WHAT HAVE I DONE FOR MY SPIRIT?
WHAT DID I CONTRIBUTE TO SOCIETY?
WHAT DID I CONTRIBUTE TO MY FAMILY IN TERMS OF VALUES?
and some more questions like this. in the best case scenario you start running against time.
You start to dedicate some time for yourself you read you walk in the nature watch the skies smell the flowers and discover the beuty of the Universe what was here all the time however you never paid attention to any of it.
You start feeling the wonders of the spiritual world you get connected to the cosmic energy and suddenlty you feel LOVE everywhere. In every wave of the ocean in every drop of the rain you watch the rabbit in yur neigberhood, and especially you try to keep more love towards your family yur children yur grandchildren and those who even live to have Great Grandchildren who continue the roots of the family.

In this short Cycle you re anxiours only for one thing to get the additional time in order to guide the next generation that there are more important things in life other than the madness of the job and daily runs. It is important to teach and to develop but not for the purpose of competition only for love to do what your heart desires to be open to listen and to get advice to listen to other ideas not being compulsive only in order to learn from the experience of others.

To learn to differentiate between work and to take care of the body spirit and to enjoy every minute to give the proper attention to everthing suurounding you nature smell and to be present
The past is gone th future is unknown so we have only to enjoy and feel the present which is actually a presnt.
The love of one person to each other the family connection without any conditions or competition who is smarter who is better in Math etc.
The real life is when everyone is contributing their gifts and everyone has a gift this mission is the main purpose of a parent and educater and then society will be better without hatred and wars and everyone will enjoy the most important present which is the present of life.

2009-05-22 MEDITATION - THE FEAR OF THROWING UP

Good morning, my organs! I would like to thank you and to congratulate you on the cooperation to receive the chemo and on the other side to permit me to live a normal life by making every effort to take advantage of the medication, to recover and for not letting me have the side effects that the doctors are trying to scare me with. I trust you that you know better what you have to do.

This morning I would like you to help me to find the reason for my fear of throwing up.

The stomach starts and says, "First of all, you have to understand what it means ... throwing up".

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